this began when my sister is officially become a collegian (which is today). plus, she's living far far away from here.
and here i am. about to get down to my new chapter of life. first, i admit my life will change much after my sister moved and i need to suit myself into the different rythm of habit like; i have to survive not to wear the black cardigan again because all black cardigans in home are hers. she brought 'em all of couuurse. and also veil, the dark blue one especially. i have to look for the new dark blue veil which is sooo hard to find because everybody loves it, everybody wears it, everybody buys it, and i always run out of it :( sometimes change comes from the little things you've never expected rite? and the only way to get rid of it is to do it.
soo then, the lucky second of my new chapter of life is, i am officially became a part time housewife.
after lebaran, my "mbak" asked permission to go back to her village for a long time. she would be back, but didn't know when the exact time yet. and until now, i'm still struggling with these house things. moreover, i will (and surely), get the double job of doing this house chores after my sister moved. pretty hard, isn't it? wkwkwk. my weekend which usually i spent for just watching tv, surfing internet, going to ice cream counter and talk to friends. but now i think twice if somone ask me out. house comes first. beside that, my clothes would be as high as mountain if i don't iron them sooner :")))
the next is, starting from this month until a year later i got special mandate(s), hahaha. i.... become something, umm someone i even never imagine i will be. i can't describe who i am being rite now but for the clues, i enroll into an amazing organization -it's pretty prestige for collegian- somebody put me to run one project for one year ahead, while in the same time some other body put me into a division i can't expect to be there. thissss..hit me most actually. it reminds me to my old praying that i want to stand into problems, difficulties, something i never tried but i have to - i need to-. what a crazy praying i've ever asked hafhaff. yet, i'm still happy that my life will get into its turning point; too much challenges wkwkwk.
from the three things above, i think it's time to finally executing the time management, whereas before now i oftenly postpone many assignments until it piled up and i started to panic. it's time to change the let's get things done to let's get things done properly and effectively. it's time to divide my 24 hours for home, college, and organization fairly. there will always be worst scenario and another "what if's" distraction, but they said just do it, let it flow but don't forget to do your best. i think they all true. if you are in the place you've never been before and you confuse what to do, so just do. just pass through this. and sacrifice, and realize that we have to make a day being useful from time to time. it's the chance to use all strengths in order to become stronger after that. it is not easy, but it will be worth it :)
ganbatte for the better life and better me
and better us if we are in the same condition :D
p.s.: let's see how hilya's life this year. will she become better normal or abnormal? ahaha. can't wait :|
thank you for reading,
best regards,
hilya
and here i am. about to get down to my new chapter of life. first, i admit my life will change much after my sister moved and i need to suit myself into the different rythm of habit like; i have to survive not to wear the black cardigan again because all black cardigans in home are hers. she brought 'em all of couuurse. and also veil, the dark blue one especially. i have to look for the new dark blue veil which is sooo hard to find because everybody loves it, everybody wears it, everybody buys it, and i always run out of it :( sometimes change comes from the little things you've never expected rite? and the only way to get rid of it is to do it.
soo then, the lucky second of my new chapter of life is, i am officially became a part time housewife.
after lebaran, my "mbak" asked permission to go back to her village for a long time. she would be back, but didn't know when the exact time yet. and until now, i'm still struggling with these house things. moreover, i will (and surely), get the double job of doing this house chores after my sister moved. pretty hard, isn't it? wkwkwk. my weekend which usually i spent for just watching tv, surfing internet, going to ice cream counter and talk to friends. but now i think twice if somone ask me out. house comes first. beside that, my clothes would be as high as mountain if i don't iron them sooner :")))
the next is, starting from this month until a year later i got special mandate(s), hahaha. i.... become something, umm someone i even never imagine i will be. i can't describe who i am being rite now but for the clues, i enroll into an amazing organization -it's pretty prestige for collegian- somebody put me to run one project for one year ahead, while in the same time some other body put me into a division i can't expect to be there. thissss..hit me most actually. it reminds me to my old praying that i want to stand into problems, difficulties, something i never tried but i have to - i need to-. what a crazy praying i've ever asked hafhaff. yet, i'm still happy that my life will get into its turning point; too much challenges wkwkwk.
from the three things above, i think it's time to finally executing the time management, whereas before now i oftenly postpone many assignments until it piled up and i started to panic. it's time to change the let's get things done to let's get things done properly and effectively. it's time to divide my 24 hours for home, college, and organization fairly. there will always be worst scenario and another "what if's" distraction, but they said just do it, let it flow but don't forget to do your best. i think they all true. if you are in the place you've never been before and you confuse what to do, so just do. just pass through this. and sacrifice, and realize that we have to make a day being useful from time to time. it's the chance to use all strengths in order to become stronger after that. it is not easy, but it will be worth it :)
ganbatte for the better life and better me
and better us if we are in the same condition :D
p.s.: let's see how hilya's life this year. will she become better normal or abnormal? ahaha. can't wait :|
thank you for reading,
best regards,
hilya
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