hi 2016.
it was me from the other side... of holiday. yeah. finally this time has just coming since i always couldn't wait too long because... i just got stress out in every college-ing things.
then, there i was. to complain how boring my holiday is. kind of human in common rite? they never satisfied of anything. forgive me God. but surely, i just felt so clueless for what my holiday would gonna be.
i used to think that it should be great with films i had copied, the tv series, the bed things, the room, the saving money, karaoke life goal achieve, try much ice creams (this is suppose to not very frequently cause i have to save money), the swimming, jogging, preparing for internship, and keep surfing the internet why McFlurry is delicious.
seems like it is my super ego deeply wants. it was.
and me, 20 years old have no idea to get over these things. hate the complaining actually, but relief in the same time. so grateful :)
talking about grateful. several things i finally have changed from myself, yet it is not fully perfect. but i promise i'm going up to it. things like hey, i didn't often to fall asleep in the morning again. i had more time in home; to learn cooking, make puddings, private spa whenever i want, planning things, planning future (you know what i mean about the 20-years-old woman about to plan, hahahaha), drove my sister to school, feeling the morning breeze, finisih the Paper Towns (it's been a year), a nap in the afternoon, busy with the goes-to-campus stuff, etc, etc.
it should be an increasing interaction to God.
that is always a better after you just be grateful for everything you have got :)
happy holiday! don't wait for the things, create it!
cheers,
hilya
the one that complained a horibble-day then knows it just precious to fix a lot of things
it was me from the other side... of holiday. yeah. finally this time has just coming since i always couldn't wait too long because... i just got stress out in every college-ing things.
then, there i was. to complain how boring my holiday is. kind of human in common rite? they never satisfied of anything. forgive me God. but surely, i just felt so clueless for what my holiday would gonna be.
i used to think that it should be great with films i had copied, the tv series, the bed things, the room, the saving money, karaoke life goal achieve, try much ice creams (this is suppose to not very frequently cause i have to save money), the swimming, jogging, preparing for internship, and keep surfing the internet why McFlurry is delicious.
seems like it is my super ego deeply wants. it was.
and me, 20 years old have no idea to get over these things. hate the complaining actually, but relief in the same time. so grateful :)
talking about grateful. several things i finally have changed from myself, yet it is not fully perfect. but i promise i'm going up to it. things like hey, i didn't often to fall asleep in the morning again. i had more time in home; to learn cooking, make puddings, private spa whenever i want, planning things, planning future (you know what i mean about the 20-years-old woman about to plan, hahahaha), drove my sister to school, feeling the morning breeze, finisih the Paper Towns (it's been a year), a nap in the afternoon, busy with the goes-to-campus stuff, etc, etc.
it should be an increasing interaction to God.
that is always a better after you just be grateful for everything you have got :)
happy holiday! don't wait for the things, create it!
cheers,
hilya
the one that complained a horibble-day then knows it just precious to fix a lot of things
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